Mam we need you so much right now, everything is just awful. Both Grandma and Grandad have been so poorly, and still are.. we are so grateful that Grandad is now home and he has fought so much to do so, but now Grandma has became even worse. Aunty Bev has been so amazing with them both. Just feel so powerless and it's so heartbreaking that none of us can be with them. We need you so much, just dont know what to do. Love you so much. I want so much for them to both come through this and for things to be the way they were, I just hope Grandma can find the strength to fight this. Its hurts so much that we all cant be together as a family xxxxxx