I'm currently sat on the floor of our living room, most of the house has been cleared out but there are some things for me to sort through today and tomorrow. I can still remember when you first brought me here when you got the keys to the house, I can remember us sitting on the floor where I am now thinking about how this was ours and what we were going to do. It seems like such a long time ago. So much has happened and changed. I know this will be the start of a new beginning and hopfully lead on to Carl,Cora and I having our family home but leaving this one will be so hard. We have had the happiest times here but also the saddest. I just wish that you were coming with us. I know you can't be here physically but I just hope that you will be with us somehow. I love you.