Merry Christmas Mam, I wish more than anything that you could be here. You would love Cora and she would love you. Today is the first Chrsitmas I will have spent not living in our own house, I hope next year we will be settled and I can unbox all of our memories I never look forward to today since you've gone, it's just another reminder that you're not with us. Seeing the happiness on Cora's face every day is the most wonderful thing and it hurts my heart that you will never get to experience it. I will give Grandad a big cuddle for you today. Please don't forget us. I hope that you're happy and not in pain. I will love and miss you forever xxxxxx