It's been 4 years since you left us. I still miss you just as much as I did then. In some ways I cant believe it's already been 4 years, but then in other ways it feels like a lifetime. I cant believe how much has happened since you went away, I needed you for all of it and still do. I know the same goes for all the family. All I can try and think is that I hope you are able to be with Grandma, Cody and my boy. I love you all so much xxxxxx