Our second Christmas without you Mam, and it isn't any easier. I just hope that you are happy and safe and are getting to do everything you missed out on whilst you were here. I miss you so much it hurts. This would have been your first Christmas as a grandma to our lovely Cora, you would have both loved each other so much. Today is also Cody's 11th birthday, he's such a gorgeous boy and I know he misses you too. Today, like everyday you are always on my mind, I am so lucky to have such wonderful family and friends and for that I am very grateful, but the sadness of you not being here will never leave. When i took Cora upstairs last night and gave her cuddles before bed she started babbling away at the corner of the room next to her as if she was talking to someone that I couldn't see, I just hope it was you that she could see. Love you always and forever, Merry Christmas Mam xxxxxx